This is just a place to give my thoughts so that they do not eat me alive. I may post about my Life, music, sports or whatever I feel like.

My guilty pleasure show..REHAB: Party At The Hard Rock

The one gal they give the most 'grief' to and who has the 'issues' is the best one on there. Julia..

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Nicki Hoopz Alexander and Ocho Cinco....

Well alright..- Lil Wayne on Maybach Music 2











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When keeping it real goes wrong PT. 222332322

That 'the cops are stupid and they will never know it is me' routine only works in barbershop tales, bad B movies and songs. @ taping this and then releasing it to the Internet.

Here's your sign- Jeff Foxworthy





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More of the Mercedes SLS AMG...

I showed pictures of the car HERE. Here is some footage, in case you somehow doubt it exists.
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Now this looks like a good time.....

My boys at OT Records are throwing a concert. A tribute concert for the boy Tega Montana. Shizz WILL BE PERFORMING THAT NIGHT along with Meek Millz. Yes, THAT MEEK MILLZ.

The whole OT Records roster should be in attendance. If you live in the area and have never seen Sea..I mean Shizz Nitty perform, COME AND DO SO.@ those of you still saying "Is that REALLY HIM? No way! It can't be the same guy I ....".

You won't be disappointed.

You never know, Shizz Nitty might have a couple of surprises for you. Come on out if you can. I know I will even try to come out. (I don't come out often. lol)

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(Words, Grown Folks Talk) Oh it is THAT time of year again....

The time of year when we look back at the year's biggest, brightest, dumbest, and all the other 'est' that the year has had to offer. (Hell I might make a 'best of' list sometime. Who knows? No 'worst of' though.) In this case, we are closing out a decade so it is maximized even further. Best of the decade lists. Worst of the decade lists.

We reflect over what we have done, the things that transpired and what we vow to do better. Then we make these lovely proclamations about what we are going to do. Well, some of us do. For some, this is the only way we will even ATTEMPT to do what it is we deem 'essential' to do to improve our existence.

For others, like me, we prefer to move in silence. Not so much to save face but quite the opposite. To SEE THE LOOK ON FACES when the improvements that WE KNEW WE WANTED TO MAKE comes to fruition. I won't sit here and wax philosophical about not being motivated by others in any way, shape, form or fashion. That is foolish. For without people to see it, improvement will never get noticed. I am a human. I would like SOMEONE to see it and recognize it. No. That is not what I am saying. What I am saying is that the threat of failure in your eyes does not motivate me. The only threat of failure that motivates me is me failing myself. Period. I could NOT ALWAYS SAY THAT with certainty as like most of you, I was bought up on what I call 'straddling the fence' mentality. Not just at home per say but by the SOCIETY AS A WHOLE. "Do it for yourself" on one hand swiftly followed by the oxymoron of them all "You are what people think of you.." type of mottos. Now if that is not confusing, I don't know what is. I mean, lets face it, I do ONE THING WRONG and I am a disappointment/failure/insert word to you. Never to recover from my fall of grace in your eyes. Correct? Right. If I can forgive myself for disappointing MYSELF, I may be better equipped to forgive others. A lesson, some of you have CLEARLY have not learned. You haven't forgiven yourself, people haven't forgiven you for your misgivings and thus we have one big cycle of NONFORGIVENESS that is permeating our society. Some of you DON'T KNOW how to forgive. It is time you learned how to at least try.

Alone, each of the above statements make PERFECT sense. Combining the two, however, is pretty tricky depending on the situation. (I can think of plenty that will test the limits of each theory if you combine them. Marriage. Job. Children. Etc, etc, etc) You have to pick one, I believe. That is just MY personal belief. I don't expect you to follow it. Do what you do. I am NOT HERE TO CHANGE YOUR MIND. Just to give you a little insight on why I do what I do. So yeah, I will TRY to keep the "I'm going to do this in '10..." rants to a minimum. I might speak on what is going to happen WITH THE BLOG but me personally? Minimum. It is not that I don't have the drive or a list of things to do. I do. In spades actually. It is that I will be a little busy trying to make them happen and a lot less busy trying to convince you or anyone else that I am going to do them. Which is what I see a lot of people doing. Wasting their time trying to appear to the World that they are dedicated to change. Along with the World's stupid self defecating attitude that it is somehow owed these declarations. Please. As if 3/4ths of those involved in your world REALLY give a shit about you to the point that it is THAT IMPORTANT that you succeed. Yeah right.

Oh, I sound bitter? Ha. Isn't that you I hear gossiping about your co-workers failings? Your brother's mother of his children. That whore of a girlfriend (your words...not mine) you hang around with. Wasn't that you talking about Tiger and his women and passing judgment? Oh yeah...That was you. So don't tell me you don't revel in the pain of others or I sound bitter. For some of you, others pain is your elixir to your own and it is poisoning you. Yet you don't even know it. You perk up and get REAL EMOTIONAL at the very mention of another person's failures. Quick to hand people their 'L's" in life over stupid shit. Ready to declare lives ruined over stuff that quite frankly HAS BEEN HAPPENING OVER THE COURSE OF TIME. Just because you chose to ignore it and now you can see it affect someone close to you, it is the end all be all. Not realizing more people have done it, overcome it, did AGAIN and overcome it again RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUR 'CHILDLIKE' EYES. (There is a STRONG HINT THERE. Take it.) You remember when we were little and those adults in your lives told you "You don't know everything.."? Newsflash! They were alluding to some of the things that some of you are JUST NOW finding out about now. The things that some of you think are exclusive to star athletes, those 'other people' over there who are somehow more flawed than you and whatnot. I see some of you didn't take the hint. In hindsight, while they were trying to protect us, I wish they had not. I wish they would have just came out and said it. 'Cause a lot of you are clueless. Getting butt hurt upon finding out your parents are human and made some of the same bad mistakes that you are out here clowning people for now. Giving people Scarlett letters like Hester Prynne (if you are as smart as you think you are then you KNOW who she is...) when your mother was no saint. When your 'role model Dad', was out doing his thing. Oh you thought them arguments they were having were about the grass not being cut or his steak being cold? Oops. My bad. You stay in fantasy land. Let the rest of us know when you are ready to come to the real world. Before you go around ostracizing others for their transgressions, you MIGHT WANT TO LOOK AROUND AT THOSE that made you who you are and do your research. Like Snoop said on Dre Day.."When you diss Dre, you diss yourself...mofos.." @ what 99 percent of you are out there doing with all this 'outing'/ostracizing/and out and judgments of people you don't even KNOW in most cases or do know and you have done dirt WITH YOURSELF. Like I said in a post earlier this year, why do you think when older people get news on these types of things, they are not surprised or all up in arms? (Chuckles)


You don't discriminate though, I will give you that. You shit on your friends too. Quickly even. So yeah, miss me with that "Not me..I don't want to see my friends do bad..." shit. Your actions are telling man. Unfortunately, it is not just exclusive to woman either. Some of these ni##as is bitches too and some of these ni##as look just like you...-Snoop. Which is sad.

You want to make a 'New Year's resolution'? Make that trait go away. For good. Don't declare it for me either. Hell, don't even tell me (or the rest of us) that you made it. Just DO IT. Maybe then, all the other things that you want to concentrate on will get your full undivided attention and you won't have to stop doing them by mid Feb/March. (Yes, I am talking about a couple of specific resolutions I see people make.) You can spend your energy doing something else.


I know..I know..Some of you live in a World so cut and dry, so black and white that NONE of this applies to you. Good for you. Hope it continues. The odds are against you though....

Before you fix your font to come at me about what I just wrote remember these things.

I don't bitch and moan in my timelines on ANY SITE you see me on. Nor do I do so in person. That doesn't mean shit is sweet. It is not. Occasionally, (That means with months and months of time gone by between each occurrence for you slow people) I MIGHT HINT AT SOMETHING. That's it. Then, whatever I am dealing with, I get to solving it. Period. If it is recurring problem, I REALLY DON'T TALK ABOUT IT. lol So don't come at me with the "Well you do it..." shit. I don't.

I am just the messenger. Even though in this case, I am not a main culprit of doing said things, I HAVE DONE THEM (and more) and I try really hard not to do them. Hence the first paragraph. Don't shoot the messenger. Just take the message and do what you will with it.


Don't worry about whether or not me typing this makes me too invested either. I typed it and let go. It was on my mind and I let it off. Unlike you and some of the very things I spoke on up top. Some of you are typing Tiger jokes (or texting about that all those people in your life you constantly talk about)RIGHT NOW in your cells, Facebook status, or Twitters...So who is too invested again?

Sorry for cussing...- Jeezy

Have a great year.

Me.
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Sanaa Lathan video.

Giving her opinion on privacy as a celeb...

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So apparently, Formspring is what is 'next'.....

For some of you, I can see the looks on your face from here! lol http://formspring.me Don't fret. Your cool friends will start yapping about it in your timelines on Facebook/Twitter (if you are on Twitter 'cause I know some of you don't even do that yet) and you will be tempted to jump on.

So what is Formspring?

Here is their description as to what it is the site is:


Create a box where friends can ask questions anonymously. Post your responses to Tumblr, Twitter, Facebook or your blog.

Sounds like fun huh? All of my friends are doing but I am probably going to hold out for awhile. If I ever even do it. I can just SEE all the issues that something like this would cause. Cats getting brave with the questions do to the anonymity aspect of it. I have seen the complaints about it flooding timelines (and soon to be Facebook feeds, you watch!). I don't know if I can clap to that with all the shit I see in my timelines/streams. So I don't understand all of that mess. We all type things that others may not want to see sometimes. It happens. Now you DO HAVE THE OPTION NOT TO HAVE IT STREAM to your Twitter/Facebook and not to answer all the questions. The only problem with the latter is that you have some people who LOVE TO START SHIT and will be asking questions they shouldn't. You don't answer and ignore it, then they step from behind the shadows..Now if they had to ask you behind the mask, then they probably shouldn't have been asking anyway and....well...you get the picture right? Okay then...You also can't see who is asking you the questions. I know how that movie ends. None for me thanks. Yes, all this could happen in other mediums. I know that. Right now, (I said right now dammit. Time will tell. Shit. You hard of hearing?) it seems a wee bit unnecessary to me. That said, I WILL ENJOY watching others do it and seeing what it is they are going to say. Let me know if you do it (are currently doing it) and how it is turning out for you. I know at least 15 people who have it RIGHT NOW. I am curious to see if what I am thinking is correct. I could be wrong. Doesn't happen often (chuckles) but I have been before. Give me some feedback for those of you who have tried it.

Personally, I get enough questions via all the outlets I have thank you. So I am all stocked up on that sorta thing over here. I do see ONE POSSIBLE way it could be used. For the blog. I would answer only questions about the blog. Not about me. I know..I know...there is NO FUN IN THAT.
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Lynching...NC man. Dead...4 SC men charged...

I don't have to say much more do I? @ those who seem to think racism is dead. Now if you know the law, it doesn't mean EXACTLY what you think it does. @ lynching. That is if you know the law. I can almost hear the plea copping from here too. @ what the law calls lynching and whatnot. Point is, someone is dead. Period. Four people took part in it.

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NDIAN LAND, S.C. -- A Charlotte man has died in what Lancaster, S.C., sheriff's deputies are calling a lynch-mob attack on Christmas night.

Deputies said Ronnie Gene Wallace, 42, died after being attacked and beaten with sticks and 2-by-4 boards on Silver Mine Road in Indian Land.

Four Indian Land men -- some of whom neighbors say were distant cousins of the victim -- have been arrested and charged with first-degree lynching.

"Nobody deserves to die like that, nobody does. It's awful," said a neighbor who asked us not to use her name.

She said she saw shadows in the dirt and gravel road in front of her house around 10 p.m. Friday.

"Then I heard a lot of yelling, a lot of screaming, and I went in, got my phone, called 911, came back out, and saw him hit him in the head with a 2-by-4,” the woman said.

The neighbor couldn't tell who was holding the 2-by-4 but she knew the victim was Wallace. She had known him since their childhood in Pineville.

She saw Wallace's brother, Tommy, running up the road and then saw him kneel by his brother's side.

She said the Wallace brothers lived a few doors down from the where the suspects were gathered that day, and the two households had been fighting all day.

"The Wallace boys had been calling down, harassing the Steens most of the afternoon, and it just kind of escalated from there," she said.

Deputies came out earlier in the afternoon, but after they left the Wallaces returned to the Steens' home across the street, she said. She said the Wallaces returned home, but men came after them and the two groups clashed in the street.

Ronnie Wallace stumbled to a neighbor's yard and collapsed.

Deputies arrested four men Saturday for the attack. Steven Ray Steen, 22; Marty Player, 24; Evan Starck, 28; and Shawn Starck, 33; are all being held in the Lancaster County Detention Center with no bond.

Steen lives in the house near where the attack took place.

First-degree lynching in South Carolina is defined as an attack by a mob, which results in a death. It does not necessarily include hanging or racially-motivated hate crimes, as commonly thought.

It is punishable by death, but a judge can also sentence those convicted of lynching to five to 40 years in prison.

Tommy Wallace declined to talk about the incident Saturday when contacted at the home he shared with his twin brother, but his face was bruised from the fight.

The neighbor who witnessed it all said the melee has put the neighborhood on edge. "There's a sense of, 'How can this happen in our neighborhood with all of our kids out?' You know, my kids are in the house today."
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Good job Ms. Delledonne..39 points. UD record tied..

She has been doing good but this is MORE like the effort I am sure everyone is expecting from her. Seeing as she was the #1 High Schooler in the nation just two years ago. (Fair or unfair. I think it is unfair by the way. She took a whole year off. No ball. At all.)

She dropped 39. She is averaging 23 and about 9 a game this season btw...

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New music from my boy Jadin Shropshire..

Enjoy it. He has some more bangers coming soon but this is all I could share right now. Oh you have never heard of him? Get familiar then. @ all of you screaming "I need new artists to like"..

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Eva Mendez...Russia...

Well then..Russian Elle..Have a good day. Enjoy.






If you are coming BACK to this post, this is a bonus for you..




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No...No..No....I'm not YOU RAPPER- The Clipse

Remember when they said that? On the joint with Jadakiss? Well....Listen to the video.



I wonder if this will somehow change people's perception of them? It shouldn't. But then again, some people's perception of what is 'real' is pretty fucked up anyway. So it wouldn't surprise me in the least to hear that them having a father in their lives makes them somehow less authentic. Nevermind that their Dad was a hust....Oh never damm mind. There I go feeding into the stereotype. It shouldn't matter if the man was an electrician. This doesn't mean that they can't rap or that the stories weren't real. Just like if their father WASN'T present, that is not a 'They must not be lying' card for me either. I swear some people are idiots sometimes. @ the way they justify their thinking and hand out their 'respect'.
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This week's "Here's What They Think About You"(NWA)

I don't expect people to agree with Mike Vick's awarding of the Courage Award. I am WELL aware of the large contingent that feels he should be burned at the stake. That said, here are some of those people. Not the writer per say either. While I DEFINITELY don't agree with him, as he is being an ass about things, he at least is just giving his opinion and managed to keep things tongue in cheek. I am more so speaking towards some of the comments that were made on the article. It is the usual fare honestly. Not mad about it. Just pointing it out. I said my piece in the comment section too. See if you can find it if you are interested. Nothing vulgar. Very snarky though.

Enjoy the read. I know some of you agree with the author so again, I don't expect some of you to be mad about the article itself.

Newsflash people! Here's what they think about you.....They love you as long as you do what it is they want you to do and sacrifice your body for them. After it is over/you don't do what it is they want you to do/or they have a chance to knock you down a peg or four, they discredit everything it is that you do. All of the sudden, it doesn't take courage to get hit. Doesn't take courage to step out back in the spotlight KNOWING THAT THERE is a contingent out there that wasn't forgiven for their OWN TRANSGRESSIONS so they can't forgive you. The threats on your life. All of that means nothing to them because after all, you play a game. Which for some reason, makes you a role model when you are great but a cushy spoiled athlete when things go awry. Yeah..Here's what they think about you..


"According to Philadelphia Eagles players, the most courageous man on the team in 2009 was one who started the year serving time in prison for an act of extreme cowardice.

Today, the Eagles announced that Michael Vick was the 2009 winner of the Ed Block Courage Award, an honor given to a player who shows courage in the face of adversity. Vick's teammates voted for the award, thus demonstrating how tone-deaf and out-of-touch NFL players are with reality.

According to the Ed Block Courage Award Foundation Web site:

Each year, the Ed Block Courage Awards honors those National Football League players who exemplify commitments to the principles of sportsmanship and courage. Recipients are selected by their teammates for team effort, as well as individual performance.

The Ed Block Courage Award recipient symbolizes professionalism, great strength and dedication. He is also a community role model.

One recipient is selected from each NFL team, usually for things like coming back from injury, doing good work in the community or long, dedicated service to a franchise. I'd be surprised if the award's founders intended for the honor to be given to someone doing community service as part of the terms of his parole or for showing courage in the face of reporters asking legitimate questions about federal crimes.

The Eagles' vote is not only a slap in the face to the Ed Block Courage Award Foundation, but to the other 31 players who won the award for their respective teams. Some men are truly deserving of the honor, like Ravens safety Dawan Landry(notes) who was nearly paralyzed last year, but has come back in '09 with four interceptions and a touchdown or Mike Furrey(notes) of the Browns, who does extensive volunteer work in his community. Adding Vick's name to the roll makes the award seem illegitimate and meaningless.

Apparently Philadelphia players confuse Vick handling dogfighting questions and booing with a measure of class as some sort of courage. That Vick only got a chance to show this mild courageousness because of the extreme cowardice it takes to murder helpless animals isn't something that crosses their mind. They confuse Vick's desperation with some sort of integrity.

I'm all for second chances and find myself rooting for Vick to redeem himself both on and off the football field. He's served an appropriate sentence (and then some) and I see no reason for him to keep paying for his past transgressions. But I also see no reason to celebrate his character.

Michael Vick(notes) is very much a work in progress. A few years from now, I hope he will be deserving of such an honor. At this time, however, he has only just started down the path to redemption. "

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Jaguar XJ picture. From the upcoming Jay-Z video

Smoking...Oh and the car isn't available in showrooms yet..

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I hear the whispers...Have a lil Ice and chill out...

Think REAL hard..What I am saying plus the pictures should clue you into what I am saying..She is from Raleigh, North Carolina and be found at http://www.cutiecentral.com/bios/msice/ I know..I know...You thought you had me all figured out. No.

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I know I am supposed to be pissed....DC snowfight/gun

Look, I know people like to have fun. I LOVE TO HAVE FUN. I know they were just snowballs. I also know the type of damage an ICE BALL can do. Since I was not THERE(and chances are YOU WEREN'T EITHER) it is hard to say how many were thrown, what REALLY happened and what he said when he got out. They do show him getting out of the Hummer though. There are pics of him pulling his jacket to the side and showing the gun but I can't FIND ANY OF HIM PULLING IT OUT AND POINTING IT. I can SEE THEM THROWING salted snow, I am going to go out on a limb and say that they weren't throwing powdery snow. What is the difference you ask? Let me HIT YOU with a glazed over snowball and see how it feels. Now, let me hit your car that you are paying on with about 12 of 'em...(There were upwards of 200 people out there so that number IS CONSERVATIVE as to how many his truck probably got hit with.) So yeah, I actually see the big deal. @ him getting out.


Now, if you don't have a car (no diss to you but I am sure you are gonna take it like that. Oh well..) or have one that you don't give a shit about getting scratched up and rusting out eventually, then you PROBABLY don't understand why he was mad. I am not here to change your mind about that 'cause you are probably set in that opinion. I am just telling you why I think he got out the car. Even the cheap ass Macco paint jobs are in upwards of 300 to 400 dollars. Never mind if they have to shoot a WHOLE side of the car depending on the damage. We aren't even talking for the candy paint type job either. (Which the Hummer DIDN'T HAVE. It had that factory Maroon type) I can almost tell who has never seen a car paint job bill..I mean, every one isn't Drake and Weezy @ money to blow.

So yeah, if you were out there throwing snowballs at each other, COOL. You came out there. You knew the risks. Have fun. He was just passing through though it seems. I guess it is his bad he wasn't on the Internet like you or I to possibly hear about it being organized huh? FOH! Ya'll cats kill me getting up in arms about this shit...Please. Get mad when he doesn't show up when one of those cats that don't play that snowball shit ACTUALLY PULLS OUT A GUN AND SHOOTS SOMEONE.

So now horseplay in the streets gets you a pass? Really? Stop that shit. Take that shit to the park or something. Not the streets..lol I am glad no one got shot and all but I am certainly not PISSED off at the DC police for this one. Again, all it would have taken is the wrong person to get hit with snow OUTSIDE of their car and some shit to pop off. Then ya'll would be on the police for not 'shutting shit down' to begin with.





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He GOT HIT WITH A SNOWBALL TOO? Yeah....I know ya'll hate cops and all but..

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(Pictures) @VidaGuerra...She still might THAT DEAL.










The new flavor (hell, she is featured HERE AND I LIKE HER TOO so I am not dissing..) is featured a lot. The 'seasoned' flavor is still bad as all get out though. In case you forgot..No, this is not a COMPARISON either. I will leave that up to all of ya'll to do. Much like my music, I like one without hating the other. Sorry if you can't.....Not my issue.

New flavor= Rosa btw...




All you snowed in people who are bored and are just looking at my blog for the first time (or in awhile), you clicked on here. No one made you do it. Remember that. lol. I will say that you should look around a bit before you just start passing judgments and whatnot. You probably won't though..Oh fucking well...














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Today's English language lesson...

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AND THIS IS WHY YOUR KIDS SHOULD NOT HAVE FACEBOOK

SMH..

Beat her ass for being hot in the ass and beat the BULLSHIT outta his ass for airing his sister out. You can tell they are BOTH YOUNG AS SHIT so yeah...And it isn't that I am shocked that either person was doing what they are doing. (Not condoning it either but these are things teens try to do.) I am 'concerned' that the boy obviously doesn't understand the power of what he did or 'code' We are raising some bitchmade lil boys. Only girls do shit like this and even when they do it, it is stupid. Ole hoe ass dude...I want to put his nuts in a vice grip.


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In case you were wondering...Mya STILL has it..

That is all. As you were..


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November 18th, 2023. Still being able to have joy for others.

Her death never took that from me.  Losing my Mama and Daddy never took this from me.  Life hasn't taken this away from me. Bitter exes ...